For those who don't know me personally, I am disabled. I have a degenerative neurological disorder. I am in constant pain. Among the eighteen or so medications I take each day is codeine four times a day, morphine twice a day, and Lyrica, which is so new it might as well be considered an experimental drug. For those of you who might think these images are narcotic induced fantasies, you are not familiar with pain in its extreme state. I do not get "high" on them as a normal individual might. All they do is take the "edge" off of the pain, and sometimes they don't even do that too well. The narcotics do have a tendency to make me suddenly drop off to sleep in an almost narcoliptic fashion. Hmmm... putting those two words in the same sentence, suddenly makes me aware of the relation. There I go drifting away from the initial thought, another side effect. Anyway, the point of this diatribe is to say that these exhibits are more the result of pain, and my mind's need to exorcise that pain.